Fucking day, fucking illness, fucking breakdown, fucking sadness. Fucking myself...

My therapist told me I had to go out, see my friends. I must force myself. I have no desire. But today I did. I did and I made ​​two. I want to stay alone. Please. Let me alone...

I'm obsessed with you everyday. everytime I see your face.

I miss you.

« On n'a rien à perdre quand on n'aime personne. »

"J'aurais voulu être indispensable. A quelque chose ou à quelqu'un. A propos, je t'aimais. Je te le dis à présent parce que ça n'a plus d'importance."

"Dès cet instant, j'ai commencé à lutter. Contre moi, contre le bon sens et la réalité."

Takin' drugs.

Love me.
Hate me.

Drug me.
Explode me.
Eat me.
Ask me.
Phone me.
Tuch me.
Scream me.
Kill me.
Transfer me.
Call me.
Kiss me.
Hot me.

Like me.
Colled me.
Label me.
Struck me.
Ruin me.
Caress me.
Burn me.
Destroy me.
Seek me.
Translated me.
Belongs me.
Disguise me.
Want me.
Strip me.
Contaminate me.
Push me.

Swear me.
Bore me.
Listen me.
Join me.
Slap me.
Play me.
Cross me.
Activate me.
Hear me.
Look me.
Explore me.

Betray me.

The day started badly twice.

It'll be like that for the rest of this fuckin' day. I don't talk anymore. For 3 days. I didn't often my mouth since Monday. And I don't miss it. I just want that they let me alone.

Il fallait choisir une route Alors on a choisi la pluie Acide à s'en brûler le coeur Pourvu que planent les esprits...

"Dans la vie on a qu'un seul grand amour et tous ceux qui précèdent sont des amours de rodage et tous ceux qui suivent sont des amours de rattrapage."

" Ma souffrance est ma vengeance contre moi-même. "

I can't forget everything you gave me. I can't forget what you did for me. I can't forget you and live as nothing was hapend. I can't.

"Je ne savais pas que c'était si fragile,Je ne savais pas que les choses peuvent s'arrêter, comme ça, et ne plus jamais revenir.. »