too many fears

 

I know I can be scary. But this is nothing compared to what is in my heart. No hate. Only the sentence. And much, much too much trouble. I'm lost without him, I know that we pay all our mistakes I'm paying my own. I'm paying them too heavily. I don't understand all that has gone so far. I don't know why I made those mistakes that cost me my breath and my last look. My eyes are closed. My heart is cloistered. For eternity. Without you. This is it. The pain and the fears. Without you ... I can't breath.